but only with the Lord

I don't really have anything to say about today.

I started off in a very good place. I was getting things done and prioritizing things and felt good about my choices. I felt hopeful and pretty happy.

after lunch, however, things got hard. I questioned myself. felt unmotivated. had to force myself to get the dishes done. then Jeff had insurance news that took me to a deeper place of feeling down, and it was hard to come back from that. 

I made a dinner that I felt good about. It was challenging to go through with it because I knew it wouldn't be received very well. 

after baths were done, Evelynn and I went for a run in the rain. 

I am tired now, but my bed is full of laundry and children. 

tomorrow is going to be A LOT. I hope I survive. I think I will. 

but only with the Lord.